Before having kids, I thought a stay-at-home Mom is such an
easy job. You just stay at home, do whatever you want, whenever you need to,
take care of the kids, and sleep late. Man, I was wrong ... Totally wrong. You
can stay at home, but you also have lots of things to do. My laundry takes days
to be finished, I constantly cleaning and wiping until I don't care because I'm
too exhausted to clean and prefer spending time with my girls. I run out of
ideas what to make for dinner, sometimes I forgot to buy this and that even I
already typed it down on my grocery lists. Grocery shopping is just like
another test on how I feel God really teaches me how to be patient. Skye is
3.5 years old, and let me tell you, she's nothing like it ... She's more like a
teenager. She's one strong minded child, she's very persistent and she's very
good in negotiating (just like her Dad). Sometimes I lost words with her, she
really tests my patience and honestly, I lost it here and there. But ... If you
asked me if I would have the power to change it, I wouldn't. They are my
everything, I'd take it as hard as it is and as it will be and I feel very
blessed that I can be their 24/7 guardian. They always need their Momma and
Momma's love is the best unconditional love, isn't it? (Okay, gotta give the
Dads all the credits as well). It is as hard as it seems to be, but it's the
most rewarding job I've ever had and I wouldn't changed a thing. I can say that
I LOVE my life!
I love you, Skye and Summer ... And I love you endlessly,
Kenji for letting me do what I do and support me all the way through thick and
thin ...!
Xoxo,
Lishya
